[I miss them more than words!! :( ]
So, it's been quite some time.
Not much has really changed.
Well, with the exception of me becoming busier...
And a new boy.
Who I'm being entirely unfair to.
I shut him out cause I'm terrified of getting hurt again.
And I know, he's not my ex and I shouldn't compare the two...
But how far does one let go until their being foolish and not keeping
their best interest in mind?
I don't know...
He's an amazing person...
But I see him wanting something substantial...
And that might be an issue right now.
It's times like this where I wish I had the balls to end it all.
And not my life, but my relations with guys.
They're a waste...
Enough of complaining to the world about my frivolous woes...
I got shit to do and no time for myself.
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